Well Lovelies, my
Internet at home has been down all week. UGH!! I have been having
withdrawals, but it also shows me just how much time I spend on the
Internet. To say I am addicted is an understatement. ha. With my
Internet being down I haven't been able to blog except for at work.
Yesterday started out as another ordinary day. Wake up 20 minutes late, rush to get dressed for work, throw my hair up in a ponytail, grab a protein shake and out the door I go. I had looked at the surgery schedule the day before and knew it was going to be a
LOOOOOONG day. Little did I know what God had in store for me.
During my 10minute drive to work I was absolutely dreading the day. Some days I just absolutely dread going to work and don't feel like being there, but then some days I enjoy my job. Most days I have to remind myself this is what I was called to do, and this is what God wants me doing. He wants me to take care of his children.
I get to work and the first patient wheels in and he seems to be doing okay. I like to refer to him as PAPAW. Next thing I know he is not breathing and is having jerky movements. He was just weak from the anesthesia medicine that had not quite wore off yet. We had to
re intubate (put in a breathing tube) and it was just a blur from then on. Things happen so fast when you get in that mode. I had him for about 4 hours in the recovery room. When he finally woke up and we were able to take the breathing tube out, he was the sweetest man ever. He kept telling me thank you so much for taking such good care of him and how sweet I was. Then, he said can I just hold your hand. So there as sat at his bedside holding his hand with a tear streaming down my face. That little PAPAW stole my heart right then and there. He reminded me that I am a good nurse and that this is what I am truly called to do. I was finally able to take him up to his room and he told me,
I'm not going to let you go. I want you to stay with me and continue to be my nurse and then he told me he loved me. It was so sweet.
It was the perfect reminder I needed that day. I was dreading work so much and then I got a rude awakening. I was able to brighten someones day and they were able to remind me this is my calling. Sometimes we get so caught up in life we forget what God wants us to do. I am so thankful that God was able to remind me that day why I get up every morning and go to work and why I worked so hard to get through nursing school so I could be a RN and a true caretaker of my patients.
Those kind of days are rare in the recovery room. Most of our patients don't remember us because they are still under anesthesia and we don't keep them long enough. Its nice to hear every now and then that we are appreciated. That will be a day I won't forget for a while.
When your having a bad day just talk to God and he might just remind you of your blessings and why you are doing what your doing. :) I hope everyone has a great weekend. We don't have much planned. I am on call Saturday for work and then we are headed to a Super Bowl Party on Sunday.
HAPPY FRIDAY!!